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have you eyer wished you were beautiful have you ever looked into your own eyes & screamed at yourself i know you'll never understand have you ever seen yourself cry & wanted to destroy yourself for it has anyone ever seen you cry. didnt you just feel the pain writhe inside with every. last. tear have you ever wondered how other people cope. its easy. they don't. they hide. will you ever believe you're as beautiful as that one person told you? i know i wont. have you ever looked into the mirror & sen yourself & felt disgust burn at the back of your throat have you ever put blade to skin in honest admission you'll never be. nothing w

When did my luck change, I’ve never been so happy The hardest thing in life is to carry on & live, I know. We all have our histories, our scars & our memories What did I do to be lucky enough to have you? Years from now I want to be with you still Smiling in our house as I watch you sleep Maybe, just maybe one day telling you that I Do Our little girl running around the garden, smiling innocence I don’t want to wear a mask anymore You prevent me from faking it, thank you I don’t have to fake my smile I like that its broken You heal my heart & make me feel I’ve never been as happy as I am with you I never want